"Now im stuck at my lowest living in the moment"

B-Baz- As I look at the man in mirror it's getting clearer At 23 years I have used my tears As the blood of my people falls upon the…

…my sorrows in poems and tape decks I want to change the world but I need them to listen Cause as a black man all I've got…

…is conviction See I pray every day that my blood don't splatter Since White America shows me that my life don't matter Cut the chatter, I'm…

…a breath And since you left, I been focused on my passion Yet I'm still broke Nigga ain't happy so yea I still toke Even at my lowest bitch I know I'm the…

…not get caught up living in the moment moment I'm feeling divine boy I'm living my life like I'm chosen chosen I'm on my grind, all of my…

…no time, do not get caught up living in the moment moment I'm feeling divine boy I'm living my life like I'm chosen chosen…

…'em to switch it up Gotta do it for my uncle, tell 'em to switch it up [verse 1] I catch myself up in the moment I…

It really puts you in the dark if you haven't noticed I still show ya'll hella love, even at my lowest You can't tell me that I don't, I…

And I be being hella hurt and I'm the livin' proof Feels like I'm holding devils hand and we stuck like glue Loosin' someone really…

…real motherfuckers can never relate [Verse 1] Living in fear, knowing every moment could be your last I do whats needed and speak my…

…stuck up in the past I'm reminiscing on my mission through that hard grind Locking precision, I come equipped on the front lines Do…

…slow, formulating all my plans Got my vision dead in sight and I chase it with my mans Even in the lowest light I still be shining at…

…[Verse 1] Scene change, new chapters, my jersey's in the rafters How I would've done it over, harder, better, faster If I'm ghost, then I'm…

…wonder if you notice Girl, when I'm around you, I can't even focus When you're not around, I feel down at my lowest Will you catch me…

…when I'm around you, I can't even focus When you're not around, I feel down at my lowest Will you catch me now or are you just…

…empty There's no one, no one, who can ever save me [Chorus] Losing myself when I'm feeling lowest at the low Partying with my…

…running I was crawling in that race Now only my heart is racing, I don't want to be here lately All the drugs that I'm still taking…

…feel goddamn empty There's no one, no one, who can ever save me [Chorus] Losing myself when I'm feeling lowest at the low Partying with my…

…change Ima wait for the day 'Cause now I'm sittin' at my lowest Give me direction where I'm going Tell me what's the…

…this That shit fucked me up I'm feelin' hopeless Did you read the label what's the dosage 'Cause now I'm staring at my grave…

…day 'Cause now I'm sittin' at my lowest Give me direction where I'm going Tell me what's the point of fuckin' knowin' I can't find control I'm losin' focus…

…[Verse 1: Tiad Hilm] Today, you look good in that sweatshirt The cupid's fallin' in my car, I'm so sure I'm worried you looked at my…

…should Is it the butterfly effect 'cause there's something in my stomach And I'm humming and I pummel because I ain't…

…you? Oh well, oh well goddamn I'm stuck on you Can't believe I'm stuck in this moment I believe in you, you know isn't this the omen?…

…that I was sorry, she told me keep the apology It was never my fault that her mother caught that lobotomy Look inside of her eyes the pain is plain in…

…her sight Took a hold of my hand and closed her blinds to the light Asked her about those time she had with her in her life My…

…time Share our life for this moment we here for the ride Turning on to her side she asked me about my life Like why am I…

…her get an abortion. Like am I supposed to be here. Looking in the mirror like is my body just clear. Is everything just imagination is my…

…girl just somebody I'm gonna fuck with just for the moment. cause there's girls all over the world and I'm feeling like I'm…

Always been one to keep others in mind yo. But not at the same time. This is the battle between my mind. Good…

…high school. Now they are in their 40s, have kids. Many of my friends have left San Francisco, so sticking around at…

…on Seattle. It had become too small of a town, and I very much needed some time away to appreciate how wonderful it truly is. I now look back at my time in…

…then did an interview for a book about Jason Molina that got me pretty choked up. I had dinner in the Mission district, and now I'm here emailing you. My girlfriend…

…being a good cunt couldn't put stacks up in our pockets They talkin' like they in the streets tell you now they wasn't Me n' my…

…' packs my brother Was makin' a killin' movin' dis n dat my brother Oath I'm iffy bout them cunts, tell me relax my brother Cause if they movin' in the…

…bottom, it's the lowest (Lowest) Yellin' out free my coeys my brothers stuck in the yard (Free em) Teddy, Hayds, Nath, my celly still…

…through the test and confess that at best I'm a gigantic mess up I'm surrounded by people but still feel alone…

…and surrounded by evil I'm down to my knees on the ground as I drown in an ocean of grief That's as High as A steeple And don't none of them get…

…] Man I almost gave it up Thought I was going through it too hard Asked whats the reason for my life Now I realize its for the…

…come up, creeping [Verse 2] Tryna get my name out there But nobody believes it I'm bad at the [?] shit I don't wanna work…

…I'm livin' the moment Alright, check this shit Fuck everybody, I'm makin' it Givin' this shit my all, I gotta commit…

Titanic I'm developin' and gettin' better Now they all panic Back in the day, I had the lowest luck But now I'm on the come up I…

…for days! Look at them shaking in the corner, sharing their body warmth While the almighty Hopsin sits and gets rich from his…

…volume! Look around and you'll see they're all living a lie, and I'm telling you why Yo, it's never gonna stop, on and on I'll go Until the…

…whole world hears it and they all will know That punk volume is going down in flames at the end of the night And I'm telling…