
…hate this home I can't call my own
Nothing working my purpose
Just Wasn't even on purpose
Im Looking further…
…to tell myself that
It was just a day in time have patients or your going to die
I'm trying to find
I fiend for mine
But I just feel so…
Unnøticed -
I want to go
Nobody knows
That they ripped out my soul
When I was fucking told
That I'd be paid in gold
Keep…

…a gauge
He palms his gun
Face full of rage
Oh my love, don't give in to these feelings of despair!
Knows what he's done
His face…
…is cold
He bares his teeth
Darkness below
Oh god, my love, shrug off this sickness that you wear!
It can't be helped my love, I feel…
…on your hands
What purpose is it now that fuels this dark desire?
I will bring them horrors, on the sea, air, and on land
Where…

…to stand up and wave this banner: THE GOSPEL BE MY DAILY MANNA
It's not that I gotta get saved daily
But it's strong encouragement God…
…more important than my poor performance
The only sure assurance that the LORD is for us (Rom. 8:31-35)
Cuz Jesus…
…is interceding for me NOW (Rom. 8:33-35)
So when God sees me, He's guaranteeing that He smiles
CHRIST is the guarantee God's favor is upon me…

…to stand up and wave this banner: THE GOSPEL BE MY DAILY MANNA
It's not that I gotta get saved daily
But it's strong encouragement God…
…more important than my poor performance
The only sure assurance that the LORD is for us (Rom. 8:31-35)
Cuz Jesus…
…is interceding for me NOW (Rom. 8:33-35)
So when God sees me, He's guaranteeing that He smiles
CHRIST is the guarantee God's favor is upon me…

…to stand up and wave this banner: THE GOSPEL BE MY DAILY MANNA
It's not that I gotta get saved daily
But it's strong encouragement God…
…more important than my poor performance
The only sure assurance that the LORD is for us (Rom. 8:31-35)
Cuz Jesus…
…is interceding for me NOW (Rom. 8:33-35)
So when God sees me, He's guaranteeing that He smiles
CHRIST is the guarantee God's favor is upon me…

The numbers on the wall
Tell me to move on
But they don't know what I've been through
As this sober fool
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm texting numbers on purpose…
And not having blood run down my knees
From drinking too much that week
And acting so naïve
[Chorus]
Fucked myself up on purpose…
…'Cause too much is never enough
What is it you want from me?
This shit don't come so easily
Fucked myself up on purpose…

In a self-inflicted coma
The rage fuels the battle to come
Is there a purpose to the chase we endure?
In need of a purpose…
…mind
In a self-inflicted coma
The rage fuels the battle to come
Conquering thoughts
Creates a purpose for a push
Searching, hoping…

…on the right path
Segregation and accusement
Are just parts of your rebellion
Let them know that you're a victim
Of this liberation
I…
…am here
Thousand miles away but in your room
I am here
Pointing out that somethings wrong with you
Do you ever feel…
…with you
Tell me that it's worth it
And that you know about the purpose
When your ignorance and hatred
Fuels your truth, I'm with you
I'm…
By Through The Eyes Of The Dead (2010)
On album Skepsis (2010)

…the inquiring and reflective
The discordant and profound
Fact is fiction, truth is myth
Reality, the greatest illusion
Existence... existence of mankind, insignificant
Purpose…
…purpose in life... irrelevant
Plagued and manipulated by unseen forces
Condemned at birth by the somber and opaque
Enslaved…
…the answers
Manifestation through question
I must abscond this domain
For I fear what dimensions
Await beyond it
And what fuels…
By Through The Eyes Of The Dead (2010)
On album Skepsis (2010)

…the inquiring and reflective
The discordant and profound
Fact is fiction, truth is myth
Reality, the greatest illusion
Existence... existence of mankind, insignificant
Purpose…
…purpose in life... irrelevant
Plagued and manipulated by unseen forces
Condemned at birth by the somber and opaque
Enslaved…
…the answers
Manifestation through question
I must abscond this domain
For I fear what dimensions
Await beyond it
And what fuels…

Vanguard ; Throned
Introduction:
Throughout the entirety of my life, I have had an extreme passion and interest for music that…
…create music to learn and express emotions that I can't express in any other way, shape, or form. During my earlier years (11-12), I…
…me immediately feel a sense of purpose, in which I wanted to in turn pursue music to the fullest potential. I wanted…

…was reckless and she was justification;
A vacation from the monotony I lived in
And avoiding risk felt nice until I realized, I was avoiding purpose
And it's all…
And life is a reality except for when it's a dream
And those are the moments that I can't seem to think
But I make sense of my mess…
But this fear fuels the flames
That's why I feel like I'm going to die
Cause she kept a part of me close by and I liked it the best I can
And now that…

…desire to be strong fuels the same waves
Embarked on a never-ending journey
To share music across every frequency
Found my right…
…kind of heaven, I flee
And stay high, smoke-free, whenever I'm writing
Found peace in isolation with the beats
Repelling the demons that…
…is meaningless but music doesn't make it futile
A picture's worth a thousand words translated for its beauty
But these words create worlds that a picture can't…

…the bad times last
Talking bout the days they said that I was trash
Back when it felt like I was always bashed
Turned my wounds…
…will never get me astray
Got no time to lose just enough time to change
When they judge you they plead that you are insane
Went from…
…stop trying, then it just bails
Then it's up to you if you wanna prevail
Keep your eyes on the goal
Know that you can break…
By Nicólas Soul (2020)
On album bluu (2020)

Verse
I know niggas who lost they lives in this
But I'm an optimistic
With ambition that fuels a rocket ship
Rock…
…with this
Me and all my niggas
Trynna change the game
Same time they smoking black boys out at a crazy rate
Look into my eyes
You see that…
…shit is blank
Meaning I lost my soul a long time ago
And I do not believe in fate
Fuck up out of my face
With all that drama
Imma roll…