"It's hard to wake up from this"

I don't want this life, you can f*cking have it It's hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness Need to numb the pain, I take…

…can f*cking have it It's hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness Need to numb the pain, I take my bong…

…are vague, but they still catch sight Sadly, I'm still lost in this city where I shouldn't be at all It's hard to wake up from…

…to crucify myselffff It's hard to wake up from a nightmare If you aren't even asleep It's hard not to be in despair If you're already…