By Pedro Frausto (2017)
On album Caves (2017)

PART 1 - "Lord Forgive Me"
[Verse 1:]
Living my own dreams my sockets filled with empty pockets
It's not what I'm intending…
…take it back and shit reverse
See your girl tweeting about the next dick appointment
Putting in my 2 weeks guess I'm filing for…
…are next
Calling for features or a hook bitch I got the net
See me on the come up ask your bitch she's the score I set
You claim that I'm…

…in
Remix, yeah
Ma, you probably seen many cats before me
But I'm doing better in any category
Girlfriend, there's plenty that adore me…
Cause I ain't the type to make millions and try to throw pennies at a shorty
Friendly chats a-bore me
And I'm looking for…
…leave (yeah), hugs when I arrive (Um)
And without it my life, girl, I'm struggling to survive (yeah)
It's the way you call my name
And when it come…

…their calories
Allergic to fake b*tches the doctor call my allergies and
Pencil an appointment accustomed to disappointment
We be doing our own thang…
And call it a peek hole into your mind
And I've decided to eat ya
And I dont give a f*ck if you come looking for peace
Fam to me we all beefin…
…it
When the rest of em retreated to pleated and even turned their backs
On the people who really needed I'm just stating facts
You needa…

…their calories
Allergic to fake bitches the doctor call my allergies and
Pencil an appointment accustomed to disappointment
We be doing our own thang…
And call it a peek hole into your mind
And I've decided to eat ya
And I dont give a fuck if you come looking for peace
Fam to me we all beefin…
…it
When the rest of em retreated to pleated and even turned their backs
On the people who really needed I'm just stating facts
You needa…

…you get more likes for the confrontation than for dope shit and compilations
Ya'll sounding soul-less in conversations, there's…
…are not the ones
Looking at these people, we got lots of guns
Gotta be the light, you can't stop the sun, yeah
And we talk to ourselves 'cause you don't…
…give you mercy
Sometimes you gotta endure the pain to show you worthy
Every nation on my jersey, go to God and say I'm thirsty…

…!
[Verse 2]
I pledge allegiance
To me, I'm my own person
I got a nasty mouth
That's known for cursin'
Up a storm
My thoughts cause…
…uproars
Across the board
Deathwish, like callin' the Don a whore
Carnivores
Eat you then we starve for more
Beef wants us to pull up…
…gettin' tagged
Astro kush got me spacin'
I'm fading, into the stars
When I'm gazing
I come down, then I'm blazing
I'll glaze you…

I know you know this
I'm unbothered and unfiltered with my people that I'd kill for
Straight from lockdown…
…to the billboards, getting work while you still bored
So shake 'em of your dick, bruh, this the shit I'm built for
Fuck the bells and the whistles, I…
…the drama come and go
I let my game do the talkin', babe, so what the fuck you talkin' for?
[Chorus]
I can see the future, man, I feel like…

…to stay and chat
but watch where you're going next time you old bat
I hit the gas and zoom down the block
leave 'er in the dust yellin' for…
…in the eyes and say "I meant to do that"
then I notice my watch says I'm overdue
for my big appointment at the local drive through
I do a number on the accelerator
and I'm…
…the hook and she'll be worried sick
but really, I'm gonna make it up to you honey
I'll buy you a new car with your own damned money
I walk…

…"Yes," I said. And with that, I was written a prescription for low doses of estrogen, progesterone, and Spironolactone and told to make an appointment for…
…like to be treated on their own.
Starting Hormones
Holding those three little pills in my hand for the first time on May 11, 2012…
…never had a role model to show me that you can be trans and live a happy life. I hope that I can be that source of hope for someone out there who's struggling.
Photo Diary…

…)
GUARD
Hey, that's enough of that.
MAX
To see Mr. De
Mille. Open the gate.
GUARD
Mr. De
Mille is shooting. You need an appointment…
…outside the studio with MAX and JOE. She hesitates for a moment, gripping JOE's hand fiercely.)
NORMA
Won't you come along…
I don't know what you mean, Norma.
NORMA
Yes, you do.
DEMILLE
Come on in.
(HE leads her into the studio, a bewildering chaos…

I've got a pleasure appointment
Cashing in the chips and I'm going to
A pleasure appointment with you
Now I usually put…
…a pleasure appointment
I'm cashing in the chips
And I'm going to
A pleasure appointment with you
Now it's just about her time…
…praying for
I've got a pleasure appointment
Cashing in the chips
And I'm going to
A pleasure appointment with you…

…with a sun-tan
smoking cigarettes from another land
that look so neat
and smell so sweet
Funny how the kids so dressed up and fine
are standing in a line
for…
…come home
with a mind of my own
and a rucksack full of secrets I can show
While everyone tries to picture
what…
…not the same
after an appointment
with a very old friend
all good days must come to an end
so he goes to bed
and he closes his eyes
I'll come…

…(Hook - Insanity)
Oh sh*t, here I come again
I might f*ck the game up when I cum again
Why idolize the fame homie? You mumbling
I…
…with caution then took his money off em
I'm not the type that you wanna fight
Cuz this is all I got, don't give a f*ck I'm white…
This isn't black music, you really that stupid?
I do this for every motherf*cker that's really in to rap music
And for every haters…

…to the top with the C.R.E.A.M
While you seen your dreams plummet
I'm nothing to f*ck with
Yeah I've readjusted
While n*ggas combusted…
…in the stomach
At the end of the tenth
And he dies in the street
They yelling Rebenga, Rebenga
I'm high like October's Own
My mind, it's…
Impatient as a motherf*cker, n*gga what's the hold up
Got a skimask, looking for the cash and the weed stash
Ultra premium, you…

…on security?
That mean I'm calling on God for purity
I went and got me a therapist
I can debatе on my theories…
…the only reason for you and me
We tolerate this
Your perception of bad bitches make us hate the next bitch
So I ain't mad when…
…share enough of me
It was them versus us (Us), had to swap out my company
No more, you fuck with me
Maybe I'm too sensitive, forever…