
…(Hook)
I swear I got decisions
I'm steady in a mission
I can't get fed with the bullshit and the lies they giving
Dancing…
…with the devil all these different pretty women
It got me scared, do they really want to see me winning
X2
(Verse 1)
It's fake love…
…they don't really want to see you winning
You reach a goal and they have a hard time with grinning
When I was low, ain't nobody ask…

…their genes came out dark in the mix
His own people called him "black boy, black boy"
Trauma after 'Nam had him scared of the ticks
And this was…
…ever needed was living religion
But can you handle that they barely had a pot to piss in
But apparently it don't matter 'cuz we on a winning…
…12 when her dad was shot in front of her
We was to be quiet, or it's "nigg[er] what you stunting for"
And my Mawmaw and Papa said…

…scared of the feds or scared the cops
Used to not be so scared of the people on a late night cus street lights up the block
I was scared of…
…to not be so scared of the people on a late night cus street lights up the block
I was scared of sneaking out the late and try my best…
…the block
I was scared of sneaking out the late and try my best not to get caught, yeah
Now im scared of white supremecy and…

…if they were winning
And i got so much to deal with, trust me it's not a lil bit
You see the sadness in me but can you still see Philip…
…been stepped on and avoid like i was just some dog shit
Asking when will the fog split? They say doves dodge the frog spit…
…scared of drowning but i'm also scared of swimming
Anybody on who i've been counting, got away if they were winning
I tried to stick with the homies and if i…

Radio, f*ck you! I know it's a lot of real n*ggas working at radio, real people, real programming directors with wives and…
…respect you. I will let you know that Beyoncé is winning the video tonight for “Formation” over “Hotline Bling” and…
…know I'ma gonna keep it real with you. Beyoncé, I was hurt! I went down seven years on behalf of your — hey, n*gga, don't throw…

Radio, f*ck you! I know it's a lot of real n*ggas working at radio, real people, real programming directors with wives and…
…don't respect you. I will let you know that Beyoncé is winning the video tonight for “Formation” over “Hotline Bling” and…
…know I'ma gonna keep it real with you. Beyoncé, I was hurt! I went down seven years on behalf of your —hey, n*gga, don't throw…

Radio, fuck you! I know it's a lot of real niggas working at radio, real people, real programming directors with wives and…
West, I don't respect you. I will let you know that Beyoncé is winning the video tonight for “Formation” over “Hotline Bling” and…
…this tonight.
Beyoncé, I was hurt because I heard that you said you wouldn't perform unless you won Video of the Year over me and over "Hotline…

…[Hook]
Sometimes I look up in the mirror and I stare at myself
I stare at myself
Can't believe I'm scared of…
…the world
Or I'm scared of myself
I'm preparing myself
Dude the world done left me with many scars
I'm repairing myself
What you think
Pretty hard…
…we are
Still trying to stay aware of our self
What you think
Still hard
[Verse 2]
I bet is this thing just hot and…

…[Intro: Mark Too Sharp]
A closed mouth don't get fed n*gga
You gon' trap or what?
I know you ain't scared
All NNG
[Verse 1: Mark…
…with an onion
Look at me now, b*tch I'm ballin'
f*ck on your b*tch 'cause I was Spalding
I got that work and it's up…
…can't make this sh*t up 'cause I really did it
I was so broke, now I'm really winning
Can walk in the mall and cash out
Remember…

…[Intro: Mark Too Sharp]
A closed mouth don't get fed nigga
You gon' trap or what?
I know you ain't scared
All NNG
[Verse 1: Mark…
…with an onion
Look at me now, bitch I'm ballin'
Fuck on your bitch 'cause I was Spalding
I got that work and it's up…
…can't make this shit up 'cause I really did it
I was so broke, now I'm really winning
Can walk in the mall and cash out
Remember…

…complex
They say turn that shit down I feel like loud neighbors
But this nigga has nothin cooking, but a bunch of pudding
And you funny…
…this the defining moment I brought to your life and talk to me right
Now what's your chance of winning this?
You know this gone cost…
…named him Eclipse
Every kid need a father figure, I guess yours wasn't afforded one
Oh yeah, you scared of Daylyt? Maybe that's…

…this shit, that's how I know buddy a bitch
He putty this shit, get bloodier
Niggas get money and switch, you ain't come from this shit
You ain't…
…having it
I got to have a lil' Glock, I'm in Adamsville
When I seen him, my partner was after him
Don't know what happen and…
…no, I'm not askin' him
Niggas ain't had a meal, don't want no Happy Meal
Swear to God, I can tell by his eyes he ain't scared of God
I…

…be free?
[Chorus]
When I get home I'll dream about
The way it was (oh,oh)
I remember when I was young
I was so scared and…
…got pride that's winning
Eyes on the prize don't you look at the clock
When I get home I'll dream about
The way it was
I…
…remember when I was young
I was so scared, I was alone
But I still got to know
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go…

…shoes
I'm fallin' so hard I need a parachute
I got you a banana and a pair of fruit
I met this girl her name was…
…named Ulga
She was like a bowl but I rolled her
I wasn't scared of her and I told her
Until I caught a wiff of that polder
I knew…
…bell
We scared the deers, she was wild as hell
I get thank you letters, a pile of mail
Late night sex with Abatha
She fucks you…

…fucking beautiful
Who are you to pull it through
My style I had to grew into
Depression like the meth
You hit it once and it'll ruin…
…for the synergy)
[Verse 4: Danny Styles]
I'm feeling it
Healing it, Killing it
Bout to get all the ideas up out of my head
And this shit is the greatest
This shit was…
…next
[Verse 6: JOHO]
Finish this shit like Rivera, I do
The type of nigga you should be scared of, uh true
A lyricist so menacing…