
…so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
i'm searching for reasons
to…
…keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die…
…again for you
so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
you wanted me to…

IN THE RIGHTOUS MORALS AND LOVE WHICH YOU INSTILL,-
I USED TO THINK YOU WERE TRUE 'N REAL,-
SO I'D PRAY TO YOU WAITIN…
…for me at the'''top in heaven,-
I don't wanna feel compelled to write a song like the ill mind of'''hopsin seven,-
But i feel like this is somethin' i must do…
…you,-
So if you really care then scrutinize these words that i'm rappin' to you,-
'cause truly i feel like i'm…

…the
Whole thing you relive the whole
Nightmare again from start to finish
Continually and so I want him to be
Executed done away with so…
…for a long time that
Bothered me I thought perhaps something
In our training you know could have
Helped her in that situation but I
Wouldn't…
…have wanted her any other way
And I think that you have to have a
Society that says that you can conduct
Yourself in this fashion and feel…

…angels when I'm lost in a height
I don't really wanna get lost in my mind
So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe
Then I…
…know if He can hear me
But you know Him well, and I think that you could bring Him near me
So I keep praying, every word that I…
…a motherfucking outlet
So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me
And you know him well, and I think that you could bring him near…

…lost in my mind
So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe
Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what?
Yep, drink it to…
…till I'm sure that I found something
And when I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember…
…well, and I think that you could bring him near me
So I keep praying, everything that I keep saying
Every part of me that I needed…

…[Verse: Chakkra Tara]
I could never lie
I was out in the night time with a dim shine
Couldn't see the lines you were always fine…
…that was last time now I feel like somebody else
She said who are you
What's your name
I couldn't tell u myself
I just/ needed time to…
…recover
I needed time for myself
Thank you to those who stood by
Thank you to those who helped
I've done so many wrongs within my…

…[Verse: Chakkra Tara]
I could never lie
I was out in the night time with a dim shine
Couldn't see the lines you were always fine…
…that was last time now I feel like somebody else
She said who are you
What's your name
I couldn't tell u myself
I just/ needed time to…
…recover
I needed time for myself
Thank you to those who stood by
Thank you to those who helped
I've done so many wrongs within my…

…could give you all that you need
But imma try till I die & I no longer breathe
Because your love & your passion…
…is everything I desire
I'm on top of the world; you bring me up a little higher
Something that I know I want & I know I gotta have
Thought that I…
…your bills
And something bout loving you is what's making me scared to feel
That feeling of being weak, but fuck it; this is something…

…the game?
Graffiti all on the train, get up your name
I don't feel how I used to feel
I'm in my 20's so a new Nas joint used to give me…
Wasn't payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all in Niko's basement puttin' work in on the phones
Either that or drive to…
…-pay-my-bills sh*t
All up on TV, I thought it'd make me richer
Wasn't payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all…

…the game?
Graffiti all on the train, get up your name
I don't feel how I used to feel
I'm in my 20's so a new Nas joint used to give me…
…payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all in Niko's basement puttin' work in on the phones
Either that or drive to…
…-my-bills shit
All up on TV, I thought it'd make me richer
Wasn't payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all…

…the game?
Graffiti all on the train, get up your name
I don't feel how I used to feel
I'm in my 20's so a new Nas joint used to give me…
…payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all in Niko's basement puttin' work in on the phones
Either that or drive to…
…-my-bills sh*t
All up on TV, I thought it'd make me richer
Wasn't payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all…

…the game?
Graffiti all on the train, get up your name
I don't feel how I used to feel
I'm in my 20's so a new Nas joint used to give me…
…payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all in Niko's basement puttin' work in on the phones
Either that or drive to…
…-my-bills sh*t
All up on TV, I thought it'd make me richer
Wasn't payin' me enough, I needed somethin' quicker
So now I'm all…
By Mallokay (2020)
On album Die (2020)

…a problem with that?
Maybe you should
Maybe you should
Damn
Who woulda thought I could feel so great
Like seein' the freaks I hate
Feedin' a heap of grapes
To…
…rest
Your negative type of hex you brought me today
I can't believe in somebody who'd try to reach with their hands inside…
…should
I never knew
Prior to this
That I
Could feel this bliss
Entierly from splitin' from
The stupid misery
That always comes
With you…

…the blaming, maybe it's me
Maybe there's something in our future you didn't want them to see
Maybe you needed some more angels, that could…
…child away
I'm supposed to run to church and act like I got all this faith
Like I wouldn't have a problem kneeling down so I could…
…and she was paralyzed
So maybe you didn't need her yet, and maybe she didn't have to die
But how am I to tell her it's ok, and she don't gotta cry…

…[Intro]
Lil Shady Boy
Last Track
I Got A Lot To Get Off My Chest
So I Just Figure
I Just Spit This Whole Notebook
Check…
…Cry
Learning How To Live
When All You Wanna Do Is Die
Time Ain't On My Side
Life's Moving Fast
So I'm A Spit This Rap
Like Its My…
That Won't Reach You
Wonderin' In Vain
If You Ever Think Of Me Too
And That's About The Time
That My Pain Turns To Anger
When I Needed You…