"my own right now I'll find a lonely place so i can be by myself"

…right hand, my right hand man Say... my right hand, my right hand man (repeat 7x) If he can't fix it, gonna find a boy who can…

…nothing left to find So I left him down in Pensacola In a trailer in the sand The man from the picture Creased and yellowed in my…

…give me a ladder now I surely believe I'll climb It don't even matter now I'm willing to take my time I'm gonna love you anyway…

…I'll give you my word, for everyone that never have a turn I swear if you don't steal the control, you ain't getting a go I don't…

…purpose Oh, still so far from freedom, but at least i ain't the furthest, no There's a war between us, believe me I'ma be the first in, yo A…

…wordsmith It's the 21st century, the internet's a place of worship So I'm rapping on the radio, tryna reach my generation…

…can't find trust in a human so I keep mine shut Mind shuts any time you come around Lemme help you picture this Cinder block…

…youth Looking at life through a fish eye view So I never can explain all the shit I do Ain't even got a friend that I could call best…

…is wrong with this man I need a handle on life Give me a hand or a vice To fill in the void cuz my will's been destroyed I been silent so long…

…buy love And I can't find trust in a human so I keep mine shut Mind shuts any time you come around Lemme help you picture…

…*ssed off youth Looking at life through a fish eye view So I never can explain all the sh*t I do Ain't even got a friend that I…

…silent so long and it's killing the boy You don't hear me though {Hook} You see I got a couple things, couple things I can't take to my…

…is Survival instinct kicked in Sink or swim I flipped a playlist Quit my day gig Now, I'm on a boat, Lonely Island Irony, and you still been tryin…

…hits the wall is really the exact Moment that I'm at in my own life right now Uh... metaphorically, of course And I'm ready for - I…

…are Look, I just want to get this to a place where I can sell TMZ pictures of my actual asshole Heh, y'know? 'Cause, well, I, I think…

…*chorus* I really tried to be a good guy,- But ever since my child'hood i,-felt so lonely if only they understood my,- Pain maybe if i…

…had some encouragement i'd feel the passion that'd inspire me so i would try,- But right now i feel like i could cry…

…- 'N RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE PUTTIN' A GUN TO MY,- HEAD 'N BLASTIN' IT I AIN'T GONNA LIE,-HONESTLY I WANNA DIE,- BUT I REALLY WANNA…

…*chorus* I really tried to be a good guy,- But ever since my child'hood i,-felt so lonely if only they understood my,- Pain maybe if i…

…had some encouragement i'd feel the passion that'd inspire me so i would try,- But right now i feel like i could cry…

UNDERLIE,- 'N RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE PUTTIN' A GUN TO MY,- HEAD 'N BLASTIN' IT I AIN'T GONNA LIE,-HONESTLY I WANNA DIE,- BUT I…

IT,- LIKE MIKE TYSON I'M FIGHTIN' FOR MY LIFE,- EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE FIGHTIN' URGES JUST TO NOT KILL MYSELF WITH THIS GUN 'N PEN I USE WHILE…

…of life sometimes i wish i'd never wake up or just cease breathin',- -a deceased demon'you can find me in hell cause i dwell…

…of life 'n i'm sick of this shit,- So don't be surprised if i'm found in a hot water filled tub with my wrists slit,- I have many reasons…

IT,- LIKE MIKE TYSON I'M FIGHTIN' FOR MY LIFE,- EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE FIGHTIN' URGES JUST TO NOT KILL MYSELF WITH THIS GUN 'N PEN I USE WHILE…

…of life sometimes i wish i'd never wake up or just cease breathin',- -a deceased demon'you can find me in hell cause i dwell…

…of life 'n i'm sick of this shit,- So don't be surprised if i'm found in a hot water filled tub with my wrists slit,- I have many reasons…

…was daydreaming, smoking weed out the curtain Looking at my baby like rah, I'm just a burden I'm trying hard but nothing seems to be working I feel…

…am not certain But in the lion's den, you cannot be nervous Maintain my purpose Kept it original, nothing but Werther's Only a zookeeper can handle…

…where my life is at Tired of being the have not Going inside a shop, knowing I couldn't buy that So I'm on the beat, drums…

Take a seat come and see I will leave you in disbelief Now you baffled by my intelligence not to mention the cadence But that's aside…

…time and I might as well call it off I guess I need to straighten up and fly right So I can be like my dad who set…

…done that shit for a minute but now I think I'm defecting Reflecting on my regrets I gotta find a way to deal with them To get out…

It takes, to make sure that I will be by you forever Mistakes, I endure till we begin a new endeavor But it breaks my heart…

…now I show persistence I mean I'm motivated by it So if I ain't gonna die, then I'm giving you my whole existence…

…wanna be Cause if I had a choice, then honestly I would still be exactly where I am right now But the only difference is you'd be…

…their foes. And oh! I gotta go! I gotta make somebody my foe, cause I'm just a lonely man. Part of the outcrowd; it's just me. Part…

…it hates the light. I can't find my place so I stay up all night, walking round from room to room with a knife in my hand. And oh! I…

…gotta go! I gotta make somebody my foe, cause I'm just a lonely man. And oh! I gotta go! I gotta make somebody my foe, cause I'm just a lonely…

…to me And our friendship was quite special, see that friend was a tree When I swung from his branches he held me so tightly Up in my…

…feeling so lonely My friends are all dying and nobody seems to know me My trophy wife ran off and my kids never call I need a…

Hook] MC Lars: Now I'm back, and I can barely walk And I can barely talk, and I've sold all my stock So may I sit for a…

…you're fourteen years and a truant You're trying to find your place, and figure out where you fit You're finna start rappin' with a…

…was like fourteen I move to New Orleans for college My mom ? And I kinda pop off a little bit, but it was quick Some like that, ha-ha, yeah…

And Me, Myself & I just went 7x Platinum Toured around the world, damn, you really had ‘em But now you're 27 and it's time to be a…